Zindagi Everyday

Kido is getting sleepless day by day. Now she has started waking up in the middle of the night and wants to roam around in the house. Yesterday was such a bad night. There was power cut from 10:30 pm till 2:00 am..yeah you read it right. On the top of it, there was so much humidity in the weather that the only hope was the fan which was also running on the mercy of the inverter.

Pari slept at 10:15pm and waked up at 12:30 pm.due to humidity and sweating. She started calling me and got down from bed. I have to take her out in the balcony and pacify her in those wee hours. But she was nowhere sleepy and wanted to play and roam. Luckily weather was pleasant with some cool breeze. After much wait the power supply was resumed at 2:00 am. Thank-god the ac's got into action and we could finally sleep.The power cut in the sleeping hours is so unbearable :(

Sometimes some songs have so beautiful lyrics and music that they keep on empowering the mind and heart. Some lyrics just take you in the memory lanes which you ignored visiting. Many times the songs say all that you cannot.
These days in love with the song 'Chandaniya' from the movie '2 states'
Love these lines specially :

Tere bina o mahiya
Din dariya rain jazeere lagde ne
Adhuri adhuri adhuri kahani, adhoora alvida
Yuhi yuhi reh na jaye adhoore sada
Adhuri adhuri adhoori kahaani, adhoora alvitha
Yunhi yunhi reh na jaaye adhoore sadaa
Oh Chaandaniya to barse
Phir kyon mere hath andhere lagde ne
Kedhi teri narazgi
Gal sun le raz ki
Jism ye kya hai, kokhli seepi
Roo da motti hai tu
Garass ho jithni teri
Badle mein jindadi meri
Mere saare bikre suron se geet piroti hai tu
Oh mahiya tere sitham, tere karam
Dono lutere lagde ne 

Feeling like had so much adhoora adhoora in the memory lane.

Today I got a sipper, pretty pink goggles, and a set of spoon and fork for my kido. She is happy with her sipper, filled it with water and now roaming and sipping the water without spilling. Pari is a little reluctant to put the shades(goggles) as of now, but I am sure she will wear it once its sunny day ( she did the same with the caps also). The spoon and fork  are inaugurated with eating 'namkeen' with the spoon. Having this safe quality fiber fork has made me so relaxed. Now I am not feared that she may hurt herself with the fork as earlier she use to grab the stainless steel fork and put it in her mouth. I always had to keep an eye on her.
Sometimes to shop even the small small things can make you feel relaxed and safe. :)

In between the roles of a wife, dotting mother, and daughter-in-law, it is so hard to get to be a 'student' again. All the roles have its own responsibilities, timings, and tasks. Its not like to play one role I can ignore the other roles of my life. So in between all these tasks, hardly do i get the student time for me which is really very much required at this moment for continuation of my classes. I am so so lagging behind the schedule, need to patch up at the same pace. But when should it be done, so answer comes do it in night, is it really that i am free in the night hours? Yeah from 10 pm to 12 pm, atleast in this time period kido is in deep sleep. In this time period also 2-3 times i can hear kido calling 'mumma' and need to reach her to pacify her and make her sleep. So the student concentration goes bang. In all this exercise, the tired me also feels sleepy, and the end result is 'ah will do it tomorrow, feeling sleep' and the story ends :(